Dear Mam

I don’t think there will be a time where I can read this aloud to you without crying like an utter baby. When I admitted to you this year that my biggest regret in life was when I was about 13 or 14 years old, I was so ignorant and spiteful I will never forget…

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Finally being honest with yourself .

There’s something about being human we all sometimes forget that being vulnerable or being hurt are things that are both ok to feel. I did this thing recently where I was holding onto feelings which made me angry and made me feel a lot of hurt just because I didn’t think it was right to…

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Current Struggles

There’s been a lot of shit going on recently which I have and haven’t been dealing with very well. I can see my fuse has been getting shorter, but almost reluctantly. Writing has been helping me, but even this idea I’ve been trying to share about this safe space I am still struggling with myself.…

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Dear old friend,

Dear old friend,  To you I am writing since it’s been a little while since we last spoke. How was your summer, and how are you doing? Have you been up to much? How’s the flat? I bet you’ve settle well. What’s it like being back in Cardiff? I have so many questions and things…

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Why should we write?

So I’ve been very absent from my blog recently not because I’ve wanted to be, but because life sometimes happens and travelling and new beginnings are setting into place and sometimes this kinda thing gets put on the back foot. So much has been going on recently that I’ve actually felt like I’ve started to…

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Too Painful to Title, just being honest.

I can’t look at him in the same light. A man I only saw on the highest pedestal is now only a man. Someone I relied on, a protector, my father. The truth unveiled in such clouded circumstances. This unbearable pain that constantly swings in my head swells my brain, it hurts. A small part…

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Drinking over Speaking

As we continue to encourage each other to talk about our mental health it definitely does feel necessary for me to speak openly about issues I have faced, despite the fact it doesn’t always feel comfortable, so I’ve decided to try and create this blog as a safe space for myself and for others. So…

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My First Blog Post

So hey, welcome to my first ever blog post, Yay! I’m actually getting to do something productive (uni requirement), which actually requires me to use whatever brain cells I have left after almost 2 years of fresher’s.  A little bit about me; I’m a second year first year, who decided that straight after 12 years…

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